Wednesday, January 10, 2007

I'm moving today!!!!

today starts the a new chapter in my life im moving once again....i JUST moved with my long time boyfriend in april and we did not even make it to a year.stressful it was just so stressful i mean we don't have trouble like most couples, there is no phisical fighting-not even alot of infidelity (that i am aware) and not on my part. so what can cause us to split after 6 years??? to tell you the truth we just want different things in life and it was not an issue when we were younger but now as the time passes some things can't be ignored.It was really hard to let go cause i sit and think about how great we are inevery aspect BUT our life goals.we don't see a way to fix i am moving out and moving beyonce said" i don't know where i belong-but i will be moving on"

Wednesday, January 3, 2007


bottom linie-relationships are a bunch of bull****.to much to go through to much to think about and to many emotions and opportunites to get hurt. Now pardon me if i sound bitter or like a woman scorned-cause honestly im not. but, and there is a but- i have seen my friends go through it! and i mean they be going through it. just makes you wonder whats the point???? is the need for companionship overiding oursense of self worth? I honestly don't know.It just seems that most of the relationships around me are more bad then good. Just kinda makes it hard to get excited when you feel the ball is about to drop at any moment.
So to all my ladies and my mens out there that feel like me, know you are not the only cautios ones out there....

Friday, December 29, 2006

Ending of 2006

I am so ready for this year to be over, it seems like it's been way more than 365 days in this year.I feel i have been going 100 mph non stop. In 2007 i definately plan to slow it down...

Speaking of slowing down i was reading this book called "It's just a Damn Date" by tariq walton where he talks about the pressures of dating. Now me personally i am feeling him on alot of the things he mention in the book.For instance its not neccessary to tell all on the first date or to make things so complicated in the beginning of a relationship.
thats all im saying is take it slow..... many times have we been accused of catching feelings to quick??? it seems to be the other way around lately....just an observation.

thought for today.....

It is unfair to ask something of someone that you are not willing to do yourself....

Thursday, December 28, 2006

New year Resolutions

How many of us have them? Every year we evaluate ourselves and decide whats wrong with us. Loose weight, quit smoking, stop cursing, and the list goes on and on. Most of them end in a matter of months almost ending up worse than when we started. I mean now there are some of us that stick it out and religiously hold true to their new form. yep that's about 3%. Otherwise you realize- hey I ain't so bad. Then the gym memberships go to waste and your back to a pack a day and cursing like a sailor and it seems like a cruel joke. The "NEW YEARS RESOLUTION" joke. A vicious cycle that no man woman or child can break...

Okay now that I'm done ranting i would like to declare my New Years Resolutions...
  1. try to cook 5 out of 7 days a week( eat out is killing my pockets)
  2. work out 5 to 7 days a week( a big jump from 0)
  3. study more efficiently(no last min cramming)

What are yours?