Wednesday, January 10, 2007

I'm moving today!!!!

today starts the a new chapter in my life im moving once again....i JUST moved with my long time boyfriend in april and we did not even make it to a year.stressful it was just so stressful i mean we don't have trouble like most couples, there is no phisical fighting-not even alot of arguing.no infidelity (that i am aware) and not on my part. so what can cause us to split after 6 years??? to tell you the truth we just want different things in life and it was not an issue when we were younger but now as the time passes some things can't be ignored.It was really hard to let go cause i sit and think about how great we are inevery aspect BUT our life goals.we don't see a way to fix it.so i am moving out and moving on.like beyonce said" i don't know where i belong-but i will be moving on"

Wednesday, January 3, 2007

Relationships.....AAAAARRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHH

bottom linie-relationships are a bunch of bull****.to much to go through to much to think about and to many emotions and opportunites to get hurt. Now pardon me if i sound bitter or like a woman scorned-cause honestly im not. but, and there is a but- i have seen my friends go through it! and i mean they be going through it. just makes you wonder whats the point???? is the need for companionship overiding oursense of self worth? I honestly don't know.It just seems that most of the relationships around me are more bad then good. Just kinda makes it hard to get excited when you feel the ball is about to drop at any moment.
So to all my ladies and my mens out there that feel like me, know you are not the only cautios ones out there....